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people. it will always be the people around me that will make me stay wherever i am. the joys they bring, the sadness, their influences, the stuffs we all shared, very hard to leave behind. i think i am one of those people who would rather burn bridges than forever be reminded of the good stuffs [and of course the bad stuffs]. it is my way of coping up. of moving on. more fun means more attachments. i would rather forget them all.

but my friends at work, actually two of them, right now, are making it harder for me leave. they are trying to change my opinion about burning bridges ekek. hay... just one hug from one of my dearest friends made tears fall from eyes. God how i love to spend more time with them! i would give anything just to spend even one last Christmas with these people [even if it also means more time to spend with some people i really hate]. i could feel their sincerety and their efforts to make me feel wanted. it's getting harder and harder to leave. please, anyone, make it easier for me to move on...