Friday, February 24, 2006

wata freakin' day this is?! losers.....

have you heard?

state of national emergency?
state of (?) what?!

damn, i know so little of what (the f**k) was going on with my country. (did i hear the activist yelling at me for being ignorant or lack of love for the country?)

well, i have reasons. but it's for me na lang, ok?!

what will happen to our forex?!?!? shet...

i really don't know who's to blame for all of what is occuring today in the Philippines, (Manila, Quezon City, Makati, San Juan, Mandaluyong). baka ako? baka ikaw? baka tayong lahat? di ko 'lam.

it's really hard to be a Pinoy (Pinay). with the economic crises plus the political instability with a bonus of crab mentality, it's hard to hold your head up high (thanks stonefree!).

pero actually, bitter lang ako ngayon kasi para akong "others" dito eh....

so pano kaya? wait ko na lang ang most-awaited-call-ever ng aking most-sought-after-company?

ahahaha!!!!

loser. im am a loser.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

No Fairmit. No Rally.

SISFIRE 4.
rebuild lives. rebuild the nation.
bamboo * hale * cueshe * spongecola * kitchie nadal * barbie almalbis * cheese * sugarfree
* 6 cycle mind * dicta license * pupil * kjwan * mojofly * calialily * milk N'money * protein shake * blue ketchup * the brew * lady bedspacer * blazing bulalakaw * and others....
UP Sigma Beta Sorority and UP Gawad Kalinga
02.16.2006

i was with my mom and my niece jeffrey.
ang saya saya, kasi ininjoy namin yung mga booths dun, unlike dati.
sumakay kami ng octopus, infairness trias pa rin ang octopus.
then we bought mentos to get a blue mentos shaker, which we really dont know what to do about.
then we checked out jack and jill booth.
they were selling, of course, jack and jill stuffs. if you buy 30php worth of their product,
they'll take your pix, together with your barkada, which in my case, with my mom and niece.
hehe =) ang babaw, pero cute naman di ba?
tas ang galing kasi, nakalapit talaga ako sa malapit sa stage, as in dun na sa may bakal.
sayang nga eh, kasi kala ko mahahawakan ko na si bamboo!!! pero cute nga yung
aira (?) cruz (?) as in.
tas walang masyadong tulakan. puro girls kasi halos.
pwera na lang yung pasaway na band na pinagmumura ba naman yung UP!!! shet sya.

Schizofairnia
ERASERFEST
pupil * francis m and the hardware syndrome * hale * imago * spongecola * 6 cycle mind * session road * kamikaze * chicosci * stonefree * dicta license * paolo santos * wuds * datu's tribe * and many more....

UP EMC^2 Fraternity and UP Circle of Entrepreneuers
02.17.2006

damn!
after 6 years of going to the UPFair, my dream finally came true!
eli buendia, now lead singer of Pupil, sang Alapaap!!!
grabe, ang korni pero, parang naiiyak ako.
wala lang, nanghihinayang lang na such a great band is now gone.
pero at least, they were able to inspire a new generation of pinoy bands, which is good for the country, economic-wise and culture-wise.
nakakaiyak na, after all they've gone through, mauwi lang sa ganyan ang friendship nila, na i'm sure strong naman, kasi they've worked for a long while with their bandmates.
hay...

ang galing, all the bands that performed did a part of eraserheads' songs.
i like talaga yung sa 6 cycle mind version ng alapaap.
6 cycle mind sang only 2 songs!!!
grabe, bad trip, pero keri lang kasi nakita ko na sila nung thursday.

if i say "UPFair rocks!", it'll be an understatement!
it's beyond words, you've got to be there, jumping, slamming with the crowd (kahit may mga kids na parang mga addict), singing your hearts out with your favorite bands (and lots of them are present kagabi mind you, and also last thursday, bamboo was there!) .
it's the over-all experience, the totality of it.

i just love UPFair.
that's another understatement.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

to galera or not to galera

nagtatalo sa aking matinong kaisipan kung gusto kong sumama sa galera. kasi naman, ang barat barat ko noh?! ni hindi nga ako makabili ng sarili kong cellphone eh, mag-galera pa kaya?!! haler!

pero kahit sana once man lang, gumastos ako ng para sa sarili ko,.... di ba? hmmm...
kaya lang feeling ko, pag-uwi ko. hindi mo na maipipinta mukha ko sa kaka-compute gaano kalaki nagastos ko, hehe =) pramis, ganon kasi ako... magaling mag-accounting, frustration ko kasi yun eh... cost accounting ba tawag dun?

pero wait, going back, what if hindi naman ako sumama, e di na-miss ko oppurtunity na makasama mga friendships ko? hmmm.... madami naman sigurong pictures, mabubuhay naman siguro ako nun di ba? hmmmm....

what if hindi sila matuloy, tapos gusto ko namang pumunta? punta kaya akong mag-isa? magmumukha naman akong tanga nun di ba? hmmm...

ano ba yan?! anong klaseng problema naman ang meron ako?

hmmm... bukas meeting nanaman nmin, pakshet.... mamatay nanaman ako sa mga bagong document na irerequire sakin.... sakalin ko na lang kaya sila? pero alam ko mas malala situation ng accounting eh... pero sabi nga nila, "...do not compare yourself with others, for you may become vain and bitter..." in fairness yun na lang naaalala ko. madami pa akong gagawin, pero wala ako sa mood mag-work, sakit kasi paa ko. kasi naman, kanina pa ako lakad ng lakad.

ano na nga ba mga dapat kong gawin (kunwari nagwowork pako....)
1. line yield form
2. modify quality audit procedure
3. incoming acceptance rate
4. inprocess qualit performance
5. outgoing quality performance
6. customer complaint

hehehehehe =)

Saturday, January 28, 2006

pagnakawala ka pala sa kural....

wahahahaha!!!! =)
ang saya ng buhay ko, iamgine not having to update your blog for more than 2 months, hehe =)
ang dami lang talagang ginagawa.
undergoing a real training.
i wonder how my friends in my old company are doing...
ay yeah, i saw them nga pala last december.
but i haven't heard from them since then.
sa dami ng dapat isulat, hindi ko tuloy malaman anong uunahin ko....
well, life now is great, so far... =)
i was tasked to handle a rather challenging job that will definitely affect my company.
i met new friends, family and even new guys! ay guy lang pala, kasi taga-kabilang bakod yun, sa kabilang company. nakasabay ko lang sa sasakyan, hehe =)
i have already set my career goals, i think i am still on time.
no need to hurry, i am having the time of life.
i am in the middle of action.
finally i am being treated well. hehe =)
weird lang, parang nawalan ako ng social life. ano ba naman ito....
hindi na ako nakaka-gimmick sa gabi, hindi na ako nakaka-gimmick every week, hindi na rin ako nakakanuod ng sine.
not that i can't afford it, i just don't have the time and the energy and the interest.
i am more concerned to apply what i have learned, from school and from my former employer.
i think i have grown more matured.
leaving my former job is one of the best thing that happened to me, i just didn't realize it then.
now i thank God it happened.
akala ko kasi nun katapusan na ng mundo.
actually my life started to roll when bee and i went to baguio.
parang climax, hehe =)
i guess this is what "... live happily everafter..." is all about. hehe =)
sakit ngayon ng ulo ko, pati ng mata ko.
pero i feel good inside.
i think it's what most people easily took for granted....

Thursday, October 27, 2005

it's been a great month, really.

hehe =)

excited na ako!

kaya lang, what really is so damn hard to do is saying goodbye to all the people who have been part of my growing up. sa sobrang dami ng operators na love ko, di ko malaman pano magbaba-bye sa kanila. nakakatouch malaman na they wanted me to stay. hehe =) kung alam lang nila...

sobrang productive ng huling buwan ko dito. para bang learnings about life, about work, nacompress into one month. marami akong masasaya, malulungkot, nakakapanindig balahibo, nakakapangngitngit, nakakahighblood na mga experience.

dito ako unang nakaexperience ng total failure. nang unang feeling na, "ginawa ko na ang lahat, pero wala pa ring nangyari...!" dito ko naranasang walang maka-appreciate ng ginawa ko. dito ko rin naexperience yung ma-out-of-place sa mga tao. dito ko rin naranasang maligaw, yung hindi mo alam san ka ba talaga lulugar. dito rin yung unang nagparamdam sakin na wala akong powers [for whatever that means]. dito rin yung pinaghirapan ko itanim, iba yung mag-aani. dito rin yung nakapagbaba ng self-esteem ko. yung halos wala na akong matirang amor sa sarili ko. halos makalimutan ko na ngang may silbi ako eh.

at sa lahat ng ka-bitter-an ko, nahihirapan pa rin akong umalis. kasi, mahal na mahal ko yung ibang tao dito. seryoso. kung di ko lang naimagine dati na ganito katindi yung epekto ng pag-alis ko, sana nung march pa lang, wala na ako. it's the people, some people that made me stay longer. kung sino-sino sila. basta. i think they already know who they were. palagi ko naman yun sinasabi sa kanila eh.

madami pang dapat tapusin. nakakahiya sa beloved boss ko. posibleng last entry ko na ito dito sa PC na ito, kaya astig tong entry na to sa blog history ko, hehe =)

um, kelan kaya yung next entry ko dito?

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

>>> <<<

people. it will always be the people around me that will make me stay wherever i am. the joys they bring, the sadness, their influences, the stuffs we all shared, very hard to leave behind. i think i am one of those people who would rather burn bridges than forever be reminded of the good stuffs [and of course the bad stuffs]. it is my way of coping up. of moving on. more fun means more attachments. i would rather forget them all.

but my friends at work, actually two of them, right now, are making it harder for me leave. they are trying to change my opinion about burning bridges ekek. hay... just one hug from one of my dearest friends made tears fall from eyes. God how i love to spend more time with them! i would give anything just to spend even one last Christmas with these people [even if it also means more time to spend with some people i really hate]. i could feel their sincerety and their efforts to make me feel wanted. it's getting harder and harder to leave. please, anyone, make it easier for me to move on...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

nang dahil sa 30PhP

sherks im so stuck here sa glorietta!!!

kailangan ko kasi withdraw. eh dahil sa kahsayan ko, binigay ko nga pala yung atm card ko kay mamita, ayan, i need to go online to transfer funds from my other account. hassle!!!

at dahil minimum dito ay 30mins, meaning 30PhP na bayad kahit umalis ka pa ng mas maaga, eto nisusulit ko =(

nanlibre si sir mike kanina ng stuff crust pizza. hay nako, may yucks yung pizza. pero syampre wag ng maginarte di ba?! ikaw na nga nilibre, aangal ka pa! syempers di ako ganon kaarte noh?!

hay...